Proof of my Addiction
Posted by Annalise on Sep 15, 2009
I hired a male escort - Sept 14,2008
Posted by Annalise on Dec 14, 2008
http://www.perb.ca/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=92976 <<– the whole thread located here !!
Well that was amazing !!
I ran to the corner to get wine, both red and white because I didnt ask him what his preference was. Changed my sheets, and hopped into a bath. As I’m straightening my hair, he calls saying he is here, 10 minutes early. Well I’m a girl and no way am I ready 10 mins early, so I ask him to wait for 5 mins before he rings my buzzer. On the nose, he’s at my door !!
Standing there, peering out the peep hole of my door stands a black man. Now I’ve had black men in my past, they are both sensual and sexual. I found this man on craiglist, as I was viewing ads this morning. He is 25 years old, with a day job, from Montreal. His accent was sexy, but sometimes hard to understand. I let him in to my place, he took off his shoes and socks at the door. I offered him wine, asking his preference, he said Red - good choice I thought. Without a bag in hand, I ask him if he brought massage oil/lotion, he answered, “that is for you to provide” ….ummmm I thought, not very professional. I suggested to him, it might be wise for him to bring the supplies required: Oil, lotion, condoms, lube !!
Poured him a glass of wine, he came up behind me to kiss my neck, and rub his hands over my hips, we then sat on my couch for a bit of conversation. Well he didn’t take any time to greet me with warm kisses, and a soft touch. Opening my robe to reveal my panties, and going down to smell, lick and suck them until I was moaning. I pushed him off, saying “I’m not sure I want fs, but a sensual full body massage.” He understood, and sat back on the couch. A few more sips, and I was ready for my massage.
I brought in a towel, and showed him the massage oil. I took off my robe, and layed on my tummy. He poured oil all over my back and legs. Rubbing me everywhere. Using his tongue on my ass, and pussy, even along my spin all the way up to my neck. Arching as he’s licking me, moaning and smiling, this was amazing. He turned me over, to rub my front, soft, sexy and ever so sensual. Moving my feet into his ‘man’. We repeated this twice.
On my back now, he starts fingering me, playing gently with my clit, and sliding his fingers into me. Oh lets not forget, sucking on my nipples. I then asked him to put the condom on that was beside the bed (I supplied) he placed himself inside me, but ever so slowly, as I rubbed my clit. There was very little motion from both of us. More of a slow, soft sexual experience. I exploded within minutes, and he came straight after.
Fucking amazing !!
We had some conversation, and he left 10 mins after.
I ran a bubble bath, finished my glass of wine, now I’m ready for bed. I feel so relaxed, taken care of and ready for a new week.
would I repeat ?? Probably, but not often.
Vaniety is a funny thing…
Posted by Annalise on Aug 14, 2008
Well here is my official announcement that I under went surgery at the beginning of June. Some call what I did a Mommy tuck, others call it a body lift, and doctors it called a tummy tuck. While the surgeon did a great job in ridding my body of the tummy I had, it didn’t completely do what I expected. Before going under the knife, in my consciousness I just wanted the part of my tummy that was gross to be gone. Well truth be told after the fact I was expecting my tummy to be flatter than before child. That didn’t happen, I still have a tummy, and I’m unclear about my feelings towards this outcome. Its been two months and threw the healing I started to recognize that I was subconsciously expecting so much more from this intrusive surgery to make my tummy perfect.
I’ve consulted 2 other doctors on what exactly is going on with my swollen tummy. They have advised me that in fact the scar is beautiful (I don’t disagree with this) the swelling could take up to 5-7 months to reduce to normality. Their impressed with the work the surgeon did, and tell me to be patient with the end results. ~meh~ Who spends an exorbitant amount money on a procedure to be told the end results will take half a year ????
My skin is tighter, my hips are sexy, my rib cage is showing, so why am I frustrated with the outcome ??? Because somewhere in my pea head I truly thought my tummy would turn out looking like pre-baby. Sooo flat that ‘dates’ could bounce quarters off of it. A tummy that I could wear a bikini again, and feel amazingly sexy walking around the beach or pool and have men/woman say …”she sure looks good for her age” - well no bikini for me.
There is nothing to say in 6 months these results wont happen, but I’ve seen pictures of post-Mommy lifts that have given a woman these results. Patience they say ~meh~
My clothes look amazing on me - my side profile is better than it was - so why am I whining ? PERFECTION - I like most woman want perfection. Their is a reason woman/men get obsessed with their looks. Their is a reason why humans choose to go under the knife for their ideal look. We can’t fight genetics, we can’t fight societies expectations of perfection. Some woman are naturally slender, some are naturally thick etc. Age plays are large factor, and fighting age with a surgeon can be self-sabotage for ones self confidence.
Botox, eye lifts, products marketed directly to aging adults. We abuse our bodies threw our youth, and expect the doctors or lotions and potions to fix our reckless behaviours as time takes over and our bounce back factor is gone. Vanity is a funny thing, at what point do we realize that time has creeped up on us and their is little we can do to turn the clock back. Maybe we can slow down the clock, but at some point that clock with start spinning out of control and speed up so fast that nothing we can do will stop aging. SOMEONE STOP THE CLOCK !!